Sunday, June 29, 2008

Life's Funny...It makes u laugh,cry,frown n gasp...in awe at the wonderful things God has kept in store for u...
But there r times in my life when I wonder Why was I born??? Whats the purpose of me being here??? n here I am .... seekin an answer to this question...Why am I here on Earth???

Saturday, June 21, 2008

I ve grown up…But in sum ways I am still a child …somewhere sometimes I tend to lose control over life…I need ppl to help me out…help me decide…help me choose…the right things,the right path…the right words…

It is true that words once spoken cannot be taken back…n words always go right to their destination…they hurt…they heal…they can make u feel rotten n sumtimes better…It is always the choice of words which is important…
I wanna be free….I know that exactly is what my problem is…I tend to try n break loose….everywhere…I get frustrated when restrictions r imposed on me…I like to do things I like…as I choose…when I want to do them…Ppl who try to make me listen hav always failed…miserably…I am an individual…unique…n I believe special…Evry one is…in their own way…

I like being in control over my own life…Everyone else. KEEP OUT…Trespassers will be ignored…

A friend told me…”Everythin in life has a reason”…n isn’t it true…in every sense…n Whatevr happens to you is always 4 ur own good…
The most difficult thing in Life is Makin/Takin decisions…I take such an awful lot of time to make up my mind…
And I know I shud not regret any of these decisions I took but I do…most of the time…Its all second thoughts n re-thinkin…n I return to square one with a hell lot of options in my mind but no final answer…

Why do I succumb to my temptations…while clearly knowin I’m gonna get into trouble sooner or later??? Y do I still find myself finding innumerable excuses 4 my faults???

Friday, June 13, 2008

Religion

What is religion??? Why r ppl separated based on religions???

Isn’t the Power they all believe in..hav faith in…the same??? Wont Allah listen to what I hav to say? Wont He listen to me if I pray to him??? Wont Jesus ???
I still havn’t decided whether I believe in Idol worship…but I believe that God is everywhere…within Me…U n everyone else…He is the goodness in us…He is the Love in us….We jus create idols to reinforce the idea of existence of God…

This is something I love…

“I love my God because he gives me the freedom to deny him..”-Rabindranath Tagore…

God is not going to punish me if I don pray…atleast I don think so…Or else how wud the atheists live in this world???

My current religion is HUMANITY…the religion all on earth belong to…believe in…
The world is rotten n so r the ppl here….they make me sick sometimes….makes me wish I wasn’t born…
But there r moments I enjoy…Love to live…njoy Life…the company of the ppl around me…

The post without a titile....

Why do writings need a title???
This is my e-diary…
The Mad Mad world of Lakshmi Mohan…btb, who is Lakshmi Mohan??? Its jus that the world knows her like that…u go ask randomly to a few hundred ppl in the world if they know Lakshmi Mohan…U won get a Positive response of evn 1%...
There are millions of ppl in the world…u see ppl walkin out, workin, singin, dancing…involved in monotonous routines all around there…there r in the least bothered bout what goes about in the world around them…Its jus being born…complete 60-80 yrs of LIFE on Earth n leave…to where, u may ask…evn I hope to find an answer to it someday….which makes me come to this point…Is there Life after Death??? R u given a chance to re-do ur mistakes???