Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Back To Square One...Back to Love

Whats the difference between falling in love and marrying sumone???

 As far as i know ppl see both as completely different cases.Majority of the people I know don think that the people they love are the ones they intend to marry...Falling in love is easy,telling sumone u love....but Marriage is a completely different situation...It means lifelong committment,understanding and obviously love.

U may fall out of love easily coz gettin into a relationship is relatively easy but maintaining it is very very hard. 

 U can have a crush on anyone cute...get infatuated but the real thing is....quite different...Its one thing to hang around with sumone cool but to spent a lifetime with them wud sometimes bore you...

(01.10.08)

 Physical attraction is not to be misunderstood with love...Physical love is just passion...and it cannot be taken for granted... coz people change..their interests change...To love is with the heart and all the rest will follow... 

 LOVE deals with FANTASY,LIFE IS REALITY...

 People want some one nice, some one kind...lovable,understanding n most of all a good listener. I would prefer sumone with kind eyes...ones with a twinkle in their eyes...coz i believe that eyes speak out whats in ur heart...I always speak to people lookin at their eyes n i judge people by their eyes...Eyes always speak the truth...So be wary when u lie to me...

 People want partnes who wud make them feel secure...who they r comfortable with...at ease always...Its the feel free factor...Partners who do not dominate...allow them to be independent...mutually respect each others opinion n ideas... 

Life is short n it is maybe just once we get to live it(I'm not sure I believe in re births)...So...its better to make the right choice n give no chance for regrets later...

N I'm sure for every Adam on earth, there's an Eve...For Every Krishna is born a Radha n A Laila for all Majnu's...to love eternally...till death and after...

 

Friday, September 26, 2008

HATE !!!

I know hate is a strong word...too strong with lots of meaning contained in it.
I do not use that word often n almost never when i speak of people. And I often tend to substitute the word...using one of lesser significance...despise,detest....

But circumstances arise...when I think I hate someone...When sumone does something I would never even think of ever doing,not even in my dreams...If it affects me or not...I develop an instant dislike 4 the person...I ve never told anyone I hate them ever in my life but there have been people who double-crossed me,used me,cheated me...Will the God in heaven punish 'em all??? I really don know...4 all they hav done to me...

In that case,will I be punished if knowingly or unknowingly I ve hurt people????? I believe that we get paid for all our actions...
A good deed never goes unrewarded and an evil one never goes unpunished...sooner or later...People get the results of their actions...

I hate people who speak behind my back...If they hav got sumthin to tel me,they should come n tel me n not when i am not there...
I hate selfish people....who jus think only of themselves....n no one else in the world.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

A page frm my Life.......

Life is not…without adventure…U cannot live it without taking chances…U r not a leaf in the autumn wind…not a paper boat in a stream of water…to go where the wind takes u…U r an individual capable of taking decisions…n must be willing to take risks…A Ship in Harbour is safe,but that is not what ships are built for...

 To walk n discover paths untrodden..find out where it leads to…

Don’t YOU think doing something which the world says is impossible…is a challenge worth taking up….

 

Maybe its coz the title of my blog is…about Life, I find myself writing all bout it and nothing else…Don know whether all this makes sense to the people who read it…I cud write pages bout Life(my view) n still not feel bored…I dunno how much u ppl can handle…

 

This is something I found interesting…Roshan had sent me this…

 “Life is like having a cup of coffee…You sit by the window, lift the cup, take a careless sip and find no sugar…Too lazy to go for the sugar, you somehow manage with that sugarless cup..

On finishing, however u discover undissolved sugar crystals settled at the bottom.Thats how Life is….We do not make any effort to value what is around or within us.So,look around , maybe the sweetness you are looking for is closer than you think…"

 I never look around…I go searching for better people,better friends and better things…everything…n never realize that ppl who mattered were just beside me…waiting for me to notice them…

 

I value the people who have managed to touch my heart…in one way or the other, all these ppl have influenced me…the way I live…

“Value the people who have touched your life…coz you never know when they will walk out of your life and never….come back again…and we live Life only once…”

 Another interesting piece of quote…

“Never explain yourself to anyone because…

The person who trusts you doesn’t need it and the person who does not trust you will not believe you anyway….”

Cool right? But the problem is I haven’t been able to follow all this in My Life…I jus don think practically whenevr I have a problem…

 I am a person who lives on dreams….I dream , dream a lot…Dunno whether my dreams come true or not…but there’s nothing wrong in it, rite…I ll keep on dreaming till one of my wishes comes true…n then I ll keep on dreamin again…If one can come true, why cant the rest of them???

Read this once somewhere…A goal is a dream,but with a deadline…

 

This is an excerpt from The Long Road Home by Danielle Steel

                        “Whatever L ife metes out to you, whatever it is ,I want you to understand that you are equal to it….God will not give you more than you can handle….And when you think you can bear no more…you must remember that you will Survive it, You must know that…."

 

I guess this is why I love books this much…Certain phrases,quotes jus touch my soul…they manage to strike me deep within…n it does changes my attitude bout certain things..changes my perspective…

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

My Life...

Everything makes sense now...it does...Thats y I deleted the post bout the void...The void isn't there as b4...I am growin up,learnin LIFE....My life was a jumble-a jigsaw puzzle till now...
but now every piece is fallin in place...I'm able to arrange them all and look at my Life-it has a new meaning...a new look...

It was my perspective which was faulty...the
 way I viewed things....I changed my angle of viewing things n Hey Presto!!! Life suddenly seems brighter...

I still believe wth evn more sureity what a frnd told me..."Everything in life happens 4 a reason"...Its the ultimate truth...

I've finally succeeded in gettin sum
 things out of my system...guilt,pain,remorse n regret...
Its not that I do not regret certain actions n words spoken but I wish to believe that all was for good...

and whatevr the pic at the bottom of my blog says is true...We all r angels...in one way or the other to sumone...
You hav angels all around u...guiding u onto the right path,helpin u out...They might be ppl u see around u everyday...u jus don realize their importance in ur life...

Anyone and everyone who helps u in time of need is an angel sent by God especially 4 u...to sort things out n to let u know that He cares...make u aware of His presence...

God teaches us lessons thru encounters wth different ppl...
Many lessons we learn r not easy but in the end,the wisdom we acquire is priceless...Each experience leaves u feeling wealthier in terms of Wisdom...U learn not to repeat the same mistakes again...

Whenevr I feel stranded,lonely,depressed...help comes in many ways...God sents angels...My mother has been the best one ever...but now I find strange,unexpected faces...b4 me...helpin me out....The Dark Knight N the Devil r worth mentionin here....

Thank u God for lettin me know I'm not alone...that U care...Thru these wonderful Angels....n thank u dear angels 4 makin my life brighter...for makin it seem worth living....

Monday, September 8, 2008

Another Post wthout A title...

Enuff of Love,I swear I won speak of it in my following
 posts...lemme find sumthin better to talk upon....


Its bout someone special....in everyone's life....


An angel....


an angel of love,

 mercy,

kindness,

n care....


Its sumone who always cares...n will be there no matter what........

This is what I believe...

Mother's are God's little angels...Its jus that u cannot see the wings and the halo....



One day I saw in my dream…

A very beautiful person…

With a face so lovely

And eyes so kind,

Her hands beckoning me…

 

I din move…didn’t even dare to breathe,

Lest the image disappear…

 

I moved nearer n

She hugged me tight,

Caressed my head,

N held me close…

 

I felt so secure…

Safe n warm…

Within her hold…

She kissed the top of my head…

And whispered to me…

Just 3 words…

I love you…

 

N then suddenly I woke up…

I looked around n saw no one

I was sad…

Wanting to see her,jus once more…

 I closed my eyes…

Trying to remember…

What she told me…

 

And then I saw in the distance…

The vision from my dream…

 

My very own angel,

Coming towards me..

With a smile on her lips…

N her hands held out…

 

She kissed me n hugged me hard…

N I sat still..wanting to be there,

In her hands forever…

 

I didn’t realize all along,

It was you…….. my mother

The angel God had sent…

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Today 04.09.08....




Today we celebrated Onam at the clg...Pookalam,sadhya,all gals in Kasavu Saree n guys with mundu...I din bother to drape a saree,wore my Brand new Blue (turqoiuse blue) salwar(a part of a wish fulfilled)...We had a gr8 pookalam,ll try to post its foto as soon as i manage to get it onto the system... Took loads of fotos...After all this is the last time I ll be celebrating Onam this way wth Friendz...college mates...

My days of clg life are numbered now...Its jus 4 a few more days...the joy of being a student...You jus hav one duty - n that's to study which ppl normally don't,except on the day b4 the exam....As i've told before...no responsibity....

Responsibilty,tension,worries,career....all begins after this....U enter into the BIG BAD World outside n u'll find urself to be alone...all around u will be strange faces...runnin around in a hurry...all will be busy...No one will hav time 4 anyone else in this world...It will seem horrible at first but I guess u get into the flow.... U begin to move bout like eveyone else...

It's hard not to be selfish in this world..bcoz thats how ppl seem to survive.....The Survival of The Fittest...Darwin was correct....Sincere,honest n hard working ppl do not have stand of their own,they live n survive by luck...But in the competition called Life,only the best fit can thrive....

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

The Void...

There's a void.. an emptiness within me...

Its always there... whatever I do,whenevr...I can feel it....

I am never truly happy...there is this one hole in my heart that holds back my smile...

There is guilt....there is pain...there is sorrow...

4 what I do not know...4 whom I do not know...n Why i do not know.......For reasons I cannot fathom....

It hurts......hurts a lot.....

when i think of the past....of the memories hidden deep wthn my heart.......

of the people I ve hurt,

of the promises I ve broken,

n of the trust I ve betrayed........

The broken heart.....the falling tears........the pain so sharp it pierces through....

a dull pain.......so intense....searin thru...Burning...........

Where will i seek refuge? To whom will I ask 4 Forgiveness.......How will I repent???

I fear jus one thing........
LOVE
........it can overcome anythin in this world.........

A person wth love in his eyes can move ur heart.......

Be wary of Love....It always Hurts.........whatevr ppl say.......