Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Being a Girl...

I love being a female....

I mean...i think its the best thing thats happened to me...

Being a girl...
(I don say being a guy isnt fun...but a girls's life is ... more interesting...as far as i am concerned)

a daughter....

a wife...

and most importantly a mother....What would'nt i give to be a mother??? It is the most responsible job a person can get...maybe not the most rewarding though... 

As a young girl, I often used to say it wasnt fair...boys have all the fun...but now while thinking of it...a girl's life isnt bad at all...

This is something I love...
"Girls are so queer you never know what they mean. They say No when they mean Yes, and drive a man out of his wits for the fun of it.Louisa May Alcott

A guy can never understand a girl's mind...Its too complex that even she does not understand it fully, then how can others????

I do agree girls are'nt perfect...Where else can one see the eternal jealous streak...the non-stop gossiping...but they rn't that bad either...I turn into a fierce feminist whenever anyone speaks something demeaning women...
What all those male chauvanists dont realize is that it needed a woman to bring them into this world... 

Havent u heard behind every successful man lies a woman...its true...

I managed to find an interestin article on this topic...http://exora.wordpress.com/2005/10/27/what-lies-behind-every-successful-man/

I loved being a girl...but I am not a little girl anymore....I'm a woman...a lady...n i hope a sophisticated one at that...

"You may chisel a boy into shape, as you would a rock, or hammer him into it, if he be of a better kind, as you would a piece of bronze. But you cannot hammer a girl into anything. She grows as a flower does.John Ruskin

And womanhood is full of responsibilities...duties...to be done...to perfection...
I'm entering that stage in my life when all I can do is jus turn back n smile.... at my childhood days...those days are gone...gone for ever...n how much ever I try I cant get them back...

"There is always one moment in childhood when the door opens and lets the future in.Deepak Chopra

My future lies before me...The life of a grown up little girl.....It is cloudy, but I am searching for that silver lining...maybe it holds something which will surpass even my wildest dreams...

N.B: All these wonderful quotes have been plagiarised frm answers.com...where I find answers to all my queries...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

The girl who didnt want to grow up ....

26.10.08

I'm gonna tel u a story...bout a girl who hated growing up...
She was scared...scared to grow old..to live Life...
She hated growing up coz she knew one day she wud have to leave the security of her home...the comfy nest...where all loved her...fussed over her...n always made her feel...special...

She din want to outgrow her dolls...the fairy tales...She wished she could remain a tiny girl for ever...
without ever having to know the complexities of life...the pain, tensions and of course...responsibility...

Now she wishes she could go on studying thru out her life...coz thts one thing that doesnt need much effort...Its the golden period of one's life...jus studying...n some else takes care of the rest for u..

She does not want to go on with life...she jus wants to stop life the way it is now...with all her loved ones in her heart...She is happy now...but all good things do not last for ever...if she cud stop things from going on...leave things as they are...maybe she wudnt have to worry bout the future...

02.11.08

I am in a condition where I wish I wasnt born at all...Life sucks!!!!!
I really don wish to go forward in life...I ve had enuff for a lifetime...I'm too scared to take risks...I don want to find out what Life has in store for me....

My last year at School...

Or rather My life when I was 16...I completed my XII when I was 16...young genius...

Well...so my XI n XII standard...at KV...They were the best of my schooling years...not in the innocent childish way..but it was fun...N i miss my School days terribly....Do wish I cud back to school once again...Wish the kids at School now hear this...they wud think I am crazy...but as always the grass looks greener from the other side...Entering college,I ve been thinking of School as a heaven of some sort...

School....assembly...uniform...wow...teachers,discipline...n .....friends... XII standard brought me close to people than ever before...I was beginning to depend on friends...Till then it was all amma,amma for everything but in those yrs of my life...friends started playing an important role..I began calling friends...evn aftr being with them the whole day,going out with them...then...combined study...that was terrific...non-stop blabbering,but it did some good...I always used to study after I reached home thinking of the time I had wasted.
XII was a turning point in my Life...when friends became an indispensible part of my life...n as long as I live...I ll always cherish the moments I have spent with them...our conversation was mostly thru fone...
Then there were the introduction to wat ppl call guys...guys attracted to gals...proposals...rejections...God...what did I know of Love in those days????
I always remember trying to run away and hide whenever a certain guy who claimed to be in love with me...came to the scene...I used to run away from him...not scared...but...I dunno why????? Maybe I din want to hear what he had to say to me... If I get a chance to see him later in life, I wud Love to talk to him atleast once coz after he said he loved me,I had not spoken to him,not for the whole 2 yrs.....All that seems so silly now...

I had 2 friends...best friends...as I call them...I have only had these 2 called by this name n never again in my life is anyone gonna replace them...Its jus like that...I cant think of calling anyone else my best Friends...Well these two were...jus awesome...friends I loved....loved with all my heart..actually thinkin of that..it should be love...friends I love...
They knew me...the real me....more than anyone else...I shared everything...I shared my thoughts,feelings....my life...They was nothing they din know about me...

It was a phase of my life....the best ever...
But.... things change... people change... their attitude changes... their priorities change...
n soon we began realizing that we had little time...for each other...after skool...n fresh into college...new things to be learnt....new friends to be made...We did keep in touch...talkin,talkin,talkin...but some how...we never actually know how...there came sumthing btwn us...the distance btwn us...the time...
We still talk....in between the hectic schedules each one of us have... n I am t
he happiest person on Earth when I talk to these friends of mine...I feel young again...(Both of these friends are working now)...n maybe once Later....later in life...I wish we could get back together....like the little kids we once were...sharing the innocence of youth...