Saturday, October 31, 2009

The Month end Post...

I really cant believe its the 30th... Time flew... n I din even have time to write and most importantly read blogs....
Apologies to each one of you...Personal apologies might follow if i get time to comment on ur posts this weekend...

Nyways... When I wished for October to be exciting, I think I wished for too much.. I have had all the excitement I could get... the last 5 months I spent lazily and have said a million times that I was bored to death... I do regret saying tht...
Now I am worked to death...

Classes began on Oct 12... been 3 weeks... n it has been a HECTIC time..with not a moment to spare...

First time I tried staying away from home... it was an amazing EXPERIENCE...true...

I moved into the Ladies hostel of a University... a Govt sponsored institution.. n to tel u the truth.... It was pure hell.... no power, no water, no lights... combined with the mosquitoes and the heat @ nite...made it a wonderful fun filled week.... for 3 days, I stay put.. i thot i was feeling so coz i was staying away from home for the first time.. and i tried to adjust... i did try my best, believe me... the fourth day.. I din wanna adjust no more.. I began explaining things to my mom n threatened to discontinue... I dont give a damn.. i dont want to do any research.. I jus want to be home.. I need a bed, a fan... and I would die to see a tubelight right now.. those were my exact words... the tiny cramped room, 3 people... I was suffocating....
The food was okay... i did eat... expect for the time fish curry was poured over my rice, everything was fine....

and now... I am at my sis's place... 45 min travel by bus to and fro daily.. BUT.. i am happy... n thts wat matters...Working on my assignments n work with full gusto...

All my creative juices have evaporated or so i feel.. I have nothing to write... except mayb about Apoptosis.... thts what i read about most daily....

I m plannin to work on cancer cells and tht sounds exciting... atleast for now...and its official....I am a research scholar now...:D
I come home every weekend...I fall sick often.... I eat, sleep and I work... that abt sums up my life for the time being....
I do not socialize, i do not call people, i do not text people... I have forgotten the use of my mobile... but i talk to my mama around 5 times a day... keep her posted on stuff...
I tend to get depressed on Sunday evenings.. as i hav to go back on Monday morn...very early.... thats why decided to post today...

Mayb its a stupid post... maybe its boring.. as I have not made any efforts to make it worth reading....but...

Happy November guys... Hope everyone has a good month ( and that includes me!!! )

P.S : Its my friend's wedding in November... I am looking forward to it...Its a must attend occasion... Ppl gettin married while I toil away in the lab drawing designs with tiny microbes on agar plates...
P.P.S : The warden has promised me a room in the research wing and until i get a decent room or otherwise... I am not moving back!!!
P.P.P.S: Havent proof read this post.. too tired to do so.. E&O expected....bear with them pls...

16 comments:

buckingfastard said...

hehe ur hostel experience is totally my 1st yr 1st month experience...and now in 3rd yr...i m lov wid all dose bad things...

once i cudnt do without warmn water fr bath in may summer...now i cant tolerate warm water in december winter...

and yay!! ur research scholar...if u make some anti-cancer medicine...1st try in da category of lung cancer...i mite need sum in recent future!!

Neha said...

I miss my hostel days u know...I simply loved them...hope u do get a nice room soon dear...n do ur research work well...tc :)

COMMUNI said...

i was always a day-sche, but when i was working for a year, i had to stay in a hostel. That was the most beautiful days of my life. Missing it a lot.

blunt edges said...

great 2 see a post from u! had just begun 2 wonder where u had disappeared.

the 1st hostel room is always something i have been trying 2 forget! but suddenly it seems much better after reading ur version ;)

u have a wonderful november too ms.research scholar! :D

Vishnu said...

girl.. u r jus too home sick.. try to see the good things in hostel life.. there is a brighter side to it.. if it doesnt suit u.. then live out na..

The unsure ascetic said...

cancer cells and agar? dont make much sense.LOL.

I went through a similar experience a few years ago but I am glad I did. It teaches you so much about life and the small paraphernalia that you so took for granted.

You will come ouut of it stronger. God Bless!!

Lakshmi said...

@ BF... Yeah.. now I guess I m on the right track.. I m beginnin to get the hang of things n am enjoying them...

P.S : Send me sum lung tissue sample asap.. :D

Lakshmi said...

@ Neha
Thanks a lot.. on my way to ur blog.. got a lot of pending posts... :D

Lakshmi said...

@ Communi
Thanks for reading and commenting.. btb, do I know u.. in real life?

Lakshmi said...

@ Bluntu
I forgot to mention the snakes in the bathroom n the centipede in my room.. :D They made the experience even more thrilling...

Lakshmi said...

@ Vishnu
Thts exactly what I am doing right now.. N I m beginnin to see the sunny side of things... The glass looks half full now... :D

Lakshmi said...

@ The Ascetic
I m workin on immortal cell lines.. for my work.. but right now, my job is teaching the MSc kids practicals... I excelled in transformation n conjugation expts this week.. Hence the agar...:D

Btb, I loved this line.. " It teaches you so much about life and the small paraphernalia that you so took for granted. " Very true... :D U voiced my thoughts...

COMMUNI said...

Lakshmi,

Nope I don't think we know each other. But saw somewhere that you're a KVite. Me too. Is it palakkad by any chance?

Lakshmi said...

Yeah... KV No 1, Pkd.. read tht u r frm Railway colony.. thts y I askd.. I passed out in 2004.. studied there for jus 2 yrs..:D

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